at last……..

akhirnya sidang akhir TA selesai juga, pertama-tama sebelum sidang rasanya tegang sekali, mo tidur sulit, mo makan ga ada nafsu makan, mo maen juga ga niat, tp untunglah dukungan dan bantuan semangat dari keluarga dan teman-teman selalu mengalir, terima kasih buat semuanya, kalian semua sangat membantuku. Terus waktu sidang td juga begitu, sebelum dimulai sidang, keringat sebesar butiran-butiran jagung terus mengalir, baju yang semula kering, jadi basah karena keringat, wajah yang semula ganteng, jadi sedikit tidak ganteng gara2 kepanasan dan keringat, hehehehehhehehehe, apalagi banyak supporter yang melihat, tambah grogi lagi dah, demam panggung orang biasanya bilang....tp untung saja, setelah dimulai sidangnya uda mulai tenang, apalagi waktu ko jeffry yang tanya, bener2 menurunkan ketegangan, trus setelah itu ya tenang-tenang aja, soalnya bingung mikir jawaban, ga sempat ngerasain tegangnya, hehehehehe, dan akhirnya selesai juga masa studiku di STTS, tinggal mengurus persyaratan yudisium dan yang lain-lain. Jd hari ini ada beberapa hal yang bikin bahagia hariku ini, yang pertama adalah selesainya sidang TAku, jadi terlepas sudah satu beban berat yang terus menghantui beberapa bulan terakhir ini, dan yang kedua adalah ucapan selamat dari someone special, meskipun hubungan kita masih sebagai teman, duh bahagianya, padahal aku tau klo dia tu capek, tp masih nyempat2in ngucapin selamat, bahagia sekali hatiku, sampai seperti melayang-layang, hehehehehehe, thx u very much ya, terima kasih juga buat keluarga dan semua teman-teman yang telah mendukung aku dari awal pembuatan TA hingga sidang tadi, akhirnya aku isa bilang klo "aku bebaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas.........", jadi singkatan "Baskom" buat aku bukan berarti "Bakal S.Kom" lagi, tapi udah berubah jadi "Bakpao S.Kom" hehehehehehehehehehe

Beautiful or cute……..

beatiful or cute, two words with similar meaning in life, but very different according to textbook, 
in my opinion of course, don't know with other people's opinion
in the context of beatiful woman and cute woman, men usually divided into two groups, one that choose beatiful over cute, and the group that choose cute over beatiful, perhaps the word "cute" doesn't suit to describe a woman, but just keep with it, coz i don't know the suitable word, the important thing is u know what i mean, ok.....
i think i belong to the second group, i choose cute over beatiful, 
enough for the opening,
in fact,  i just want to share a little bit of my recent experience,
yesterday evening, saturday evening, i went to TP with my friends,
we walked,we ate and we talked. 
At TP i met a woman, or perhaps a girl, don't know how should i say it,
that i think so cute, i just can't get bored to look at her,
her smile, the way she talked, i think it's so cute.
whenever i had the chance, i try to looked at her,
but i don't have the courage to say, "Hi, i think u're cute", 
too daring i think, wakakakakakakkaak, it's just not my style
perhaps, i'll try to know her more,
chats more often with her, ask her out to dinner or something
and perhaps if the time is correct,
i'll try to ask her to become my girlfriend
but it's still a long way to go, just in my imagination, coz i think she is out of my reach
like a brat brags for a toy right
perhaps i'm still considered a brat, not man enough, 
anyway, just want to share some of my experience and some of my opinion
thx for reading